I went to Mass (in German) today, and the Litany of the Saints was sung...at least that's what I thought it was and I sang "Pray for us" in response. Part way through, I got a little choked up and teary because I thought about something that happened about 3 months ago. During my last choir rehearsal before I left for Germany, we were singing the Litany of the Saints and I almost cried then because: 1. I was going to miss the choir, my family, friends, home. 2. The version we were singing is really beautiful. 3. At that point, I was scared, nervous, and excited for the months ahead.
Surprisingly, I was able to keep it together (both times).
Today in church I was brought back to that moment. Now, further reflecting on this, I have come to realize that I have grown so much and have learned so much. I know that I am not the same person that I was before I left the USA. This study abroad experience has challenged me and has taught me many things.
It has taught me: how to be strong, how to communicate with others, how to understand and embrace people's differences, how to go with the flow.
It has taught me: the meaning of family and friends, patience, independence, responsibility.
It has taught me: that God is ALWAYS with me, that things don't always work out the way one would like them to, that I need people, that I love (and miss) hugs.
It has taught me: to make the most out of every day, to try new things, to chase after my dreams, to be friendly to others.
It has taught me: about myself.
Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR
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