"The World is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page." -St. Augustine



Saturday, March 31, 2012

The Days Blended Together & Guten Tag!!!

*This post covers most of what I wrote in my journal on March 27th and March 28th, with edits and such
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Well, today is the day! This all still seems so unreal. Reality has been hitting me, but I don't think my mind is fully wrapped around what is going on exactly. It's almost 5:30pm as I write this, and the plane leaves around 7pm. My parentals dropped me off at the airport around 4pm. By the way, my check-in luggage weighed in at 21.6 kg aka 47.619829 lbs! Definite accomplishment! :P

After getting checked-in, reality struck & I realized how much I'm going to miss them, my other family members, my friends (who I consider to be my family as well), my home, the USA, etc. Yet, I'm so excited to start this adventure!--even though the adventure really started when I decided that I was going to study abroad. However, along with the excitement, I am extremely nervous/scared! It is no doubt to be expected though.

The tears that I shed today were tears of sadness, nervousness, and fear. When I return to the USA, I'm sure there will be tears of joy when I get to see my families in person! As I said earlier, I am still in a state of disbelief--it'll be interesting to see what it will be like if/when the belief fully kicks in! In any case, I plan to live it up as much as possible while I am abroad. :)

After I got through security, I went to CheeburgerCheeburger and got some chicken tenders & water for dinner. Great last meal in the USA, right? :P While I ate, I sat by the window, and in my view was the Lufthansa plane that I will be on very soon! Now I'm waiting by the gate, charging my cell phone and camera battery. I still don't know what my phone/internet situation will be like over there, but I hope to figure that out (relatively) soon after I arrive in Germany.


O: GISDGALIG should've included overhead weightlifts. The overhead compartment is higher on this plane, so it took a while to get my backpack up there haha. I'm finally settled in on the plane. Each seat has a monitor!...The problem was that most of it was in a language that I didn't understand. This is how I made some friends on the plane. :) We were able to figure out how to change the language setting after taking off, which was around 7:25pm.

I am seated in an aisle seat, and the person I'm next to is really nice. :) She's from Germany, but lived for a while in a US city about 20-25 minutes away from when I live. The flight is good so far, aside from some turbulance. I watched an episode of "Modern Family" (Family Portrait) and am now watching Tower Heist...someone a couple rows ahead of me is watching one of the Twilight movies, but as I always say: hey, whatever floats your boat!

The screen says we're flying over Canada at the moment - kind of near Quebec. There are 6 hours & 17 minutes to go, we're at an altitude of 37,000 ft, and there are ~3400 miles to our destination!

I had dinner on the plane: pasta (rotini with tomato sauce, vegetables, parmesean cheese), caesar salad, bread/butter, colby cheese, tiramisu, water, Reisling (which happened to be from the same place in Germany that my new friend's husband is from), & tea.


We're at a ground speed of 570mph, at an altitude of 38,000 ft, and with 5 hours & 5 minutes left!

I just finished the movie, and we are crossing the Atlantic Ocean! It's currently 4:09am in Germany. I'm listening to the Wicked soundtrack ("Defying Gravity" & "For Good"). Then I will listen to The Lion King  soundtrack & get some sleep.

I slept on/off for about 2 hours, and now, there is ~959 miles to go! We're almost flying over Dublin, and will be in Frankfurt in about 2 hours. I was also listening to classical music, including Maurizio Pollini, Staatskapelle Dresden - Brahms: Piano Concerto No. 1 (I chose this because I thought Brahms would be fitting for going to Germany and all lol).

There's a little over an hour left, and we are flying over England now. I'm watching Glee (Hairography) & having breakfast (bread with strawberry jam & butter, monterey jack cheese, fruit (1 half of a strawberry,--yes, you read that correctly lol--pineapple, mango), Nature Valley Oats n' Honey granola bar, apple juice).


39 minutes left!--just passed Amsterdam and have ~220 miles to go.

~22 minutes! It is currently 10 degrees C in Frankfurt, and we have begun our descent. (Btw, on Glee, they're singing "True Colors" <-awesome song!)

"Flight attendants prepare for landing."--when I heard this, I thought of Phoebe and the phalange haha.

I looked out the window a while ago & got a glimpse of the ground. :)

This is really happening! :)

...And touchdown! Toto, we're not in the USA anymore. It's 9:10am here in Germany, which is 6 hours ahead of the USA.

(writing around 11am): After landing, we had to take a bus to the airport building. I got there, went through customs, and went to baggage claim. I saw my plane friend again, asked for her name & introduced myself. We parted ways, and I got my luggage and headed for the exit.

I saw a "Welcome to Frankfurt" station/kiosk and stopped to talk to the guy that worked there. He told me how to get to the hostel, about transporation options, museums, etc.

I used euro (which still reminds me of Monolopy money!) for the first time & got a day pass for transportation. Day passes are good for all train, bus, & underground transporation in Frankfurt. I waited for the train, got on, and then wasn't sure about how many stops there were before the main station, which was my stop. On the way there, I looked out the window, and it was awesome--the architecture & the lake/river/source of water. It finally started to sink in a little, but as we go to the main station, I realized that it kind of feels like I'm in New York...

The Welcome to Frankfurt guy told me to go to the south exit after I got off the train...all the signs say "exit"...definitely not specified. So I went into a small convenience store that mainly sold magazines & tried asking where the south exit is...the lady at the counter did not understand me. Language barrier #1 has been encountered. Improvising and thinking of another way to ask, I drew out a compass with N, E, S, W and pointed at the S. It took her a while to understand, but she eventually got it. Also, I thanked her in German as I left: "Danke!"


I went out the way she said, and the Welcome to Frankfurt guy said that the bus would be right there. I went to the closest bus stop, but it was the wrong one. I went back to the station and went to Tourist Information to find out where the bus stop was. The lady directed me & told me to take a train different from the one that I was originally directed to by someone that works at the hostel. I decided to listen to the hostel worker. While I waited for the bus, I checked my phone & had messages from 2 friends. It was nice to see them! There were many stops along the way & again, I was nervous that I'd miss it. I noticed that one of the stops that we passed said something that looked like Frankensteiner Platz (my stop), but I wasn't sure if that was it, so I asked the bus driver how many more stops there were until FP...he said that was it. Luckily, we were at a red light or stop sign, so he pointed me in the right direction & let me off.

I walked a couple meters (so European, right? lol) & finally found the youth hostel! I checked to make sure I was at the right place & went in. I arrived around 11am, but check-in isn't until 1pm. They let me put my stuff in the luggage room, so that was nice after lugging all of that around. Especially after I brought that up the stairs from the station, I thought to myself, how will I bring 2 luggages back??--plus my carry on backpack & purse. Shipping things to the USA seems like a really good option right now! When I got to the hostel, I texted my brother & mom to let them know I'm here--I'm not sure where a phone is at the moment.

Random observations/statements:
1) It's a gorgeous day here! The sun is shining and it's not too hot/cold.
2) It really doesn't feel like I'm in Germany--aside from people speaking German.
3) They have a lot of Smart cars here, and I haven't noticed/found a Ford yet.
4) I feel like this time change is going to catch up with me really quick...good thing my sleep schedule is basically non-existent in the first place anyway. I'm going to fight the urge to take a nap once I check-in.
5) I wish I could've taken more pics at the airport/train station, but I was more concerned with finding my way to the hostel.

"Turn Me On" by David Guetta ft. Nicki Minaj <- When I was in the USA, I would sometimes change the station if this song played. I could faintly hear it playing at the hostel (as I'm waiting to check-in) & it was actually nice to hear something familiar...& in English!

It's now about 2:15pm. I checked in at 1pm and paid for the 2 nights I'll be here (breakfast is included & I have to check out before 9:30am on Friday), and it turns out I am in a 4 bed room...and I'm not too sure who else will be here. One person just came & we said hi as I was brushing my teeth...awkward. lol.

view outside the window


(I didn't realize there were assigned beds :P, so I actually ended up being on the top bunk.)
 Before she came, I got settled in the room and found out my shampoo exploded in my quart size bag. Things were okay, just lost some bandaids. After getting that dealt with, I took a shower & now I'm nice and squeaky clean...& free from airplane germs. :P Now I'm getting ready to venture out & find some food.

I met my new roommate after showing her how to use the key card. :) After she asked me where I got my map from, I asked her if she was doing anything, and if not, then she was welcome to join me to get food. We went to the front desk & asked for directions to Fressgass, which according to the map is a street with many eateries. She is from Romania and this is her first time in Frankfurt, as well. She's an archaeology PhD student and is in town for an archaeology conference.

Our walk was quite nice with summer-like weather. We ended up choosing a restaurant called Central Park Corner. I had an Italian club type sandwich with seltzer water...even though I asked for still. In any case, it was good. It was nice listening to one of the street performers during lunch--he played a flute and violin.



 After we paid, we walked back the way we came, and decided to just look around if either of us wanted to go in a store. I noticed quite a bit of familiar stores/restaurants: H & M, Foot Locker, Timberland, Fossil, Crabtree & Evelyn, Starbucks, McDonalds. We went to the Vodafone store & a store that was kind of like Kohl's or Macy's.


On our way back, we checked out the place where she has to meet for her conference. This led us to the old part of Frankfurt, which was pretty cool! Again, there were more cool-looking buildings. After getting disoriented a little bit (a "my bad" moment for me), we found where she's supposed to meet and realized that coaches = buses...not horse & buggy carriages.


We went inside a Protestant church, which was pretty small. We also saw Roman ruins near another church. Then we passed by a museum of modern art and decided to head back to the hostel. We bought some water--the water in the room is drinkable, but not recommended.


After we got back to our room, I gave in and took an almost 2 hour nap. Her friend is coming at 8:30pm. She has his key, so we will wait for him to come before going out to get dinner. In the meantime, I used the pay phone to call a family friend that I will be staying with this weekend.

Her friend made it to the hostel, so then she & I went out to find somewhere to eat. On the map, it said that there was a cider pub district nearby, so we aimed to check it out. We had dinner at Burger Meister (just before entering the district) and I ordered an Otto Deluxe. It's kind of difficult to order food when the menu is in German, so I definitely just chose the first thing on the menu. I typically don't eat burgers in the US, but the Otto Deluxe turned out to be pretty decent. Her friend and his hostel roommate came to meet with us there. Her friend is also from Romania, and his friend is 1/2 American (his mom is from Manhattan, NY) and 1/2 German (from Cologne). After eating, we walked around the district. We went back to the hostel since the 2 friends have to get up early & I'm jetlagged. Overall, it was a pretty good first day in Germany!

I find it comforting/funny/interesting that a lot of places play American music--I heard Black Eyed Peas at least twice tonight. :) There were also a few American restaurants that I saw in the district--Hooters and Longhorn. So far, the language barrier hasn't been too much of a problem.

I'm currently listening to my recordings of my church choir--definitely something else that is comforting! I know that my family & friends are thinking about me & love me. I definitely miss them! Luckily, homesickness hasn't really hit since I was at the airport. The reminders of America make it seem like I'm not that far away. It still feels like I'm in New York, especially since Frankfurt has skyscrapers. I like how things are in walking distance, and I wish I hadn't spent the 8 euro on an all day bus pass. Oh well, I wanted to stay on the safe side & I didn't know I'd have a pretty cool roommate!
It's still kind of weird getting over the fact that it is ~11:45pm here and it is only ~5:45pm back home. I think I am acclimating well though! Here's to seeing what adventures await tomorrow! Guten Nacht & Auf Weidersehen!


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I Love You. A LOT.





"But hugging was natural. I love to hug! Everyone does!...Why do we hug people? Because if we could, we would squeeze them inside of us. If we could."

I heard these words from a priest a couple weeks ago when I attended a seminar of sorts at my church. And I agree with him. Over the past couple days, I have been fortunate enough to spend time with family and friends, who I already miss (despite still being in the USA). In the majority of cases, hugging occured upon seeing each other and hugging (sometimes multiple hugs) occured upon departing.

If I could, I would squeeze my family and friends so that they could come with me on my adventures. However, even though that physically can't happen (Operation: Get-In-Shape-For-Germany-And-Life-In-General did not prepare me well enough to do that haha), they will be with me. They will be in my heart and in my thoughts.

So as I get ready to embark on this next chapter of my life, to all my family and friends, I want to say this:

Thank you for helping to make me into the person I am today, and I thank God for bringing you into my life. I will see you soon, and I want you to always know that I LOVE YOU! *HUG!*


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR

Friday, March 23, 2012

Keep on Swimming

As I am making some final preparations and putting together all of the last minute travel pieces, I'm getting more and more excited to go to Europe! (The countdown fits on one hand!) I spent some time today looking up hostels, trains, and flights for some of the trips that I'm planning on taking...while this does have it's frustrating moments, just the thought that I will be able to go to these places is awesome!

The whole train system/Eurail concept is still new and kind of confusing to me--especially since taking a train is not the first method of transportation that I would consider here in the USA.  I came across this video:

...I couldn't help but laugh because part of me definitely feels like this 23 second video is misleading and that it may be a little more complicated than it shows...but then again, maybe I'm wrong and it really is that simple (especially since I'll have my pass). In any case, we'll see how it goes and I'll cross that bridge when it comes!

I LOVE driving my car...or driving any car for that matter--and I'm already missing it! I'm sure I'll get the hang of taking trains and other public transportation (as well as walking!), but I feel like I'll be like a fish out of water when I get to Europe, as far as not really knowing where to go or how to get there. Again, that is part of the experience and I am willing to embrace it. I need to learn to take Dory's advice and "just keep swimming!"


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR

Thursday, March 22, 2012

I Haven't Even Left Yet

Homesick (or at least REALLY close to it)...and I haven't even left yet...

It's not the most enjoyable feeling in the world. To some, this may seem odd, but...
True Life: This Feeling Is Possible.

This rollercoaster of emotions that I'm on definitely has its ups and downs! I found the following two posts today, and I can say that it is comforting to know that other people have felt this way and that this rollercoaster is normal. Yes, they went abroad for a longer period of time than I am, but the overall scope of the matter is pretty much the same.

http://indevours.blogspot.com/2011/08/one-week.html
http://indevours.blogspot.com/2011/08/one-week-to-go.html

Taking it one day at a time...almost there!!


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR

Monday, March 19, 2012

Just for Kicks and Giggles

Well, the single-digit count down is in progress!

I was reading some study abroad papers, and came across this quote: "Prepare to laugh at all of your mistakes in a foreign land, for you are bound to have many." -Beth Pugh

This made me smile, because I would not put it past myself to make mistakes when I get to Europe. But hey, I'm up for the challenge. I'm up for learning. I'm up for adjusting to the foreign land. There will for sure be facepalms, "oops"es, "my bad"s, etc.--but those are all part of the experience! It's a good thing I love to laugh! :)


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR

Thursday, March 15, 2012

The Meaning of Bittersweet

According to dictionary.com, a definition of bittersweet is: both pleasant and painful or regretful.

At this current moment in time, aside from the regretful part, that's basically how I would describe my life. It is both pleasant and painful. FYI, in the literal sense, it is painful because I ran on pavement yesterday and the day before...when I'm used to "ellipticalling"...yeah, probably wasn't the best idea, but I wanted to be outside and enjoy the gorgeous weather!

I'll go to the emotional sense of the bittersweet definition. Life right now is most definitely exciting!--thus, it is most definitely pleasant! I mean, come on, I'm going to be in EUROPE for THREE-ish months! Part of me just wants to be over there right now! I'm looking forward to what life has in store for me while I'm there. I'm looking forward to seeing more of the world, traveling to different countries, and learning. So of course, this happy, excited emotion that I have is pleasant! :)

Painful...What could possibly be painful about all of this? Leaving who I know and leaving what I know. I know it's a relatively short amount of time, but the reality is that I am having a difficult time coming to grips with the fact that I have to say "bye," or rather, "see you later" to my family and friends, as well as the places that I enjoy, such as my city and my church.

This time right now--between when I'm here and when I arrive in Germany--is very odd. It's like someone is slowly pulling of a bandage. It's painful--slowly having to wean away and say that "see you later"--but I also know that once it's over, I'll feel that pleasant relief. (Not meaning to say that I'll stop missing people! I love my family & friends too much for that to happen!)

Until then, I just have to go with the bittersweet flow and let things fall into place...I just have to "let it be."


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR

Monday, March 12, 2012

The Adventure of Packing

Yesterday, I began the adventure that is packing--this adventure is going to be an interesting one. I have been known to overpack, so packing my belongings to study abroad for three-ish months all in one luggage and one backpack will definitely be a challenge. All I have packed so far are some shirts, shorts, dresses, a skirt, and plug adapters. It's not much yet, but it's a start. Instead of playing tetris with plastic bins in my car this term, I get to play tetris with my clothes, shoes, and other essentials in my luggage/backpack.

I still feel like I have a lot to get done, but the bright side is that things are coming together...(albeit slowly).


Peace. Love. Happiness
--TR

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Encounter Yourself

"I met a lot of people in Europe.  I even encountered myself."  -James Baldwin

I came across this quote a couple days ago, and I can already see truth in this statement. I hope that when I come back, I can say those same words. Finding myself while in Europe is definitely going to be an adventure--I'm going to find myself through the challenges I will face and through the fun times that I will have. With new things all around me, I will learn about what I like and what I dislike.

As I have gotten older, when it comes to new experiences, like trying different foods or trying to get through a high ropes course, 99% of the time I am willing to at least try them. While in Europe, I may need to up this to 100%.

One quote that has stuck with me ever since I saw it on a poster hanging in my 7th grade (I think) classroom is this: "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take." -Wayne Gretzky
Trying is one of my goals in life. I try so that I can live life to the fullest. If I don't try something, it is like I am depriving myself of an experience. Depriving myself of an opportunity. Missing that shot that I didn't take.

Some people are afraid to try new things--I know I am at times. However, the way I see it, I need to get over that fear in order to see more of the world. Trying does not mean enjoying and it does not mean hating. Trying means forming an opinion for yourself. Don't let others' opinions solely dictate what you think about a place, food, type of music, etc. The best way to know what you think is to try it for yourself!

By just trying, I will encounter myself. No matter what part of the world you are in at this present moment or in the future, I encourage you to do the same!


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

The Reality of Three

So apparently, I'm getting on a plane to a different continent in approximately three weeks...and will be there for approximately three months.

To quote a minion in Despicable Me, "Whaaaa?" (2 points if you know what scene this is from!...or I guess I should make that three points, to be consistent with the title of this post.)

Yes, reality is starting really to kick in right now. Another chapter in my life is getting ready to unfold--
one) a new page,
two) a new place,
three) a new perspective.
I keep going through bursts of pure excitement for going to Europe, which is no doubt wonderful! I catch myself daydreaming about
one) the sights I'm going to see,
two) the experiences I'm going to have,
three) the people I'm going to meet.

However, along comes reality. I find myself thinking about how much I'm going to miss life in the U.S. I'm going to miss my family, my friends, my church, my university, my city...the list can go on and on...I guess what I will miss is the familiarity of life. I am going away from the people and places that I know.

I have conversations with my friends about just a few things that are happening in the spring--
one) my sorority's Initiation ceremony,
two) the choir singing on Easter Sunday,
three) the musical at the middle school I went to years ago--
and then along comes reality. I realize that I physically won't be around to share in those memories with them. (I'll for sure be there in spirit & thinking about y'all!) Yes, I know I will be having a great time over in Europe while all of this is going on in the U.S. However, just the thought that I'll be missing things back home is slightly saddening. Of course, there's always Facebook, Skype, etc., but there's something different about being with people.

Honestly, part of me is scared about the newness of going abroad. But I suppose it's a good kind of scared, and there's no doubt that I am going to face that fear! With approximately three weeks left before I leave, am I prepared yet? Heck no. But I'm slowly getting there. I'm enjoying the time that I have in the U.S. before I go to abroad, while thinking about the next chapter in my life.

Wow, after I was done writing this post for the time being, "Walk On The Water" by Britt Nicole came on, and these lyrics are definitely what I needed to hear after writing the previous paragraphs (it's pretty cool how song lyrics can apply to one's life!):

Verse 1:
You look around
It's staring back at you
Another wave of doubt
Will it pull you under
You wonder

What if I'm overtaken
What if I never make it
What if no one's there?
Will you hear my prayer?

When you take that first step
Into the unknown
You know that he won't let you go

Chorus:

So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities try to alter you

You know you're made for more
So don't be afraid to move
Your faith is all
It takes and you can
Walk on the water too

Verse 2:
So get out
And let
Your fear fall to the ground
No time to waste
Don't wait
Don't you turn around and miss out
Everything you were made for
I know you're not sure
So you play it safe
Try to run away

If you take that first step
Into the unknown
He won't let you go

Here's where you can find the rest of the lyrics if you're interested: http://www.lyricsreg.com/lyrics/britt+nicole/Walk+On+The+Water/

Basically, this reminds me that He is always with me--no matter where I am in the world. I'm getting ready to embark on a wonderful journey, and He will be there to guide me along the way! :)
"We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths." -Walt Disney

For the next three-ish weeks, I just need to keep moving forward, traveling closer to the reality of Europe.


Peace. Love. Happiness.
--TR